First i was sad for no reason. Then i got a reason which was put away but i still felt sad. Now i have recieved information that makes me truely sad. Well fuck it. No more being happy for me. Just no more. Happiness does not exist around me apparently. Im just going to cut up a storm, i have nothing to fear because no school equals no people seeing the cuts. Ill just stay in my rooms for a couple days till they are healed. Yay life…

TIme is slipping away

TIme is slipping away

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I lose more blood with each passing day.. The pain seems to never end. It gets harder to wake up morning after morning because i feel so close to death. I fear that one morning i will not wake up. I fear people will think it’s my fault.. Life isn’t fair, and sometimes trying to make the best of it kills you faster. I fear… for my life.

Trying to hold on. But everything is slipping away little by little.

Wrist cutting. My favorite form of stress relief

I love how everything falls downs at the same time in my life.. I’m done trying..

nothing anymore

nothing anymore

(via turnthestoriesintorealities)

You didnt pass the test..

Tonight proves im worthless to EVERYONE. My 18th birthday is too far away for a wait. This is my new date. I’m done giving chances to people who say they will try and end up giving up anyway. Kyle Fabelina Herzberg Will no longer exist. I’m not being selfish, but everyone who tried to make me stay in a life that just constantly threw one bad thing after another at me are the true selfish people.

My dreams are the only place that makes me happy.. That’s the one place i can kill myself over and over again..